Profound?

I just watched a movie on the tube and it was about 18 teenage girls getting pregnant in a small town in Massachussetts. Its based on a true story. 3 of the pregnant girls made a pact to get pregnant after a close friend of theirs got pregnant. That movie really made me think about my life in high school. I can honestly say that I knew about maybe 3 pregnancies during my entire high school experience. I shake my head right now cause I wonder (why?) I'm not a perfect person and I've done some really dumb things in my lifetime, but I've never thought about or planned or even wanted to trick a guy into getting me pregnant. I really hope that young girls and boys will think about what will happen after they choose to have sex at such a youg age. I will never say that having a baby is a mistake no matter the cituation, but when your careless with your own life how do you expect to care for an innocent childs life? Back in high school I don't ever remember thinking about having a child. I just wanted to graduate so that I could get out of there as fast as I could. I don't know why I'm posting this. I'm not in high school anymore and I don't know anyone who is still in high school, but hopefully the world will remember that epidemics such as 18 teenage girls getting pregnant before the are even graduated from high school are preventable. A child should be conceived when two responsible adults are married and can take care of the child. It saddens me when I see a child on the news and their mother locks them in a closet while she goes off to work because she can't afford day care. That really happened and in our great state of AZ. I feel so sorry for those kids. It makes me cry and want to help them even when I can't afford to do so myself. I pray for everyone that they learn and do what is right and chooses to use their brain when making those right choices..

7 Things!!

So My dear good friend Krissa told me that I should blog about 7 things that no one knows about me. Well, I will try my hardest to not embarrass myself, here it goes....

1. When I'm having a hard time whether it be family, friends, work, or just life in general, I love to eat a toasted peanut butter & jelly sandwhich. When I bite into one when there are hard times it seems like the peanut butter and jelly go to battle for me and make everything A-Okay.
2. I've had a book sitting next to my bed half read for 3 months :( I know how lame is it I feel horrible. Its a great read, I need to find the time or just remind myself that its there and its not finished yet!
3. I'm probably way more obsessed with planning for my very future wedding than I am actually making it possible for me to have one Lol I love looking at wedding gowns and flowers and all the types of colors there are and the decorations. I just like the idea of one day it will happen :)
4. I really don't like people much. Now I don't say that to be mean, but when I first meet someone I do my hardest to smile and be polite and I don't do that cause its the right thing to do, but because I don't want to be mean. It takes me awhile to warm up to people, and eventually we become good friends. If we don't then life goes on the way it always has gone on :)
5. I really want to get rid of my tattoo's. I think they are ugly even though they aren't offensive or anything, but I would rather not have them. My family and a lot of other people love tattoo's and when I'm around them its so hard for me to speak out about not wanting them anymore cause I don't want to start anything.
6. I love watching movies!! I absolutely am obsessed with movies! I espescially love WAR movies or anything that deals with culture of another country other than my own. Its fascinating.
7. Even though I don't like people much I am also the oppisite everyone that I'm friends with I love :) Its like a natural thing with me. So remember this, even though we don't talk much or we don't hang out or see each other I CARE ABOUT YOU :)

Okay thats it lol :)

Good Bye 2009, and Hello 2010

To my suprise I actually kept my new years resolution for 2009 :) It was to have fun no matter what happend and to be happy in times of saddness. I think I did a pretty good job with it. Somethings that happened this past year was.....

1. I became a friend others could rely on.
2. I became a bit more selfless(not bragging).
3. Fell in love the first time (then it turned into a different kind of love).
4. Learned to be more positive with things.
5. Had like 7 eye candies.
6. and.... Became grateful for for every little thing in my life.

Those are just a few things, but I look forward to 2010, because I believe that this next year will be great if I make it great and I intend to do just that!